TROUBLE IS NOT MY FRIEND LENKA !

it's been like forever i ddn't update u bloggy ! wasehh . i have plenty of problems here . and it keep hunting me . why in the world should trouble really exist . haizz . fuuuuu ~

i am really happy to be with him . i don't know why . but i really feel comfortable with him . i know it sound may so gross . haha . especially bestie . i know ure reading this. haha . mmh . i don't want to talk more bout that .

daddy .. at the time i watch him goes silent . i'll call him . i am just afraid . that's really freakin me out . i don't know . instead of crying.  what can i do. ? WHAT ? i am no DOCTOR . even a gOD . i don't even know how to cure myself . and yet want to cure fa' . PRAY is the only thing i can do now . im not trying to be attention seeker . i confess my feeling here . :)