teary moments . sad . fake laughter and smile .

7 FEBRUARY 2011 .. rush and hush to get ready to school . and some unexpected moments came .. daddy's struggling to fight for his life . we wait for ambulance to get dad to the hospital .finally it comes. first time to be in an ambulance is pretty freakin me out . i can't think anything . i feel like blaking out .but i must strong .

finally they sent dad to HQE . sister flight is 4.20s but it'd been delay to 6.05 o'clock . it's kinda frustrating . all of us waiting for her appearance . and dad's suffering and struggling to keep alive ..around 8o'clock .. it is daddy rest time . end of his pain . he finally went to heaven accompany by GOD and angles . after a few minutes later. sister arrived with sobs . i give her a warm hug . ...there's many aunts and uncles with us . they are so supportive and care for us ., i really appreciate it .... SAA 6851 G . it's the car that carried my dad .. yeah . i still remember it . eventhough we cry hard for his leave . but we have to let him go . he need to rest . im glad that he rest in peace . it's not that i like that he's gone but .i am luckier compared with other that lost their dad at young . that's my mum said to me ,. and i really want to thanks my bestie for being there for me . although i never do the same but . she still comfort me with her very best . THANKS BESTIE !