TROUBLE IS NOT MY FRIEND LENKA !

it's been like forever i ddn't update u bloggy ! wasehh . i have plenty of problems here . and it keep hunting me . why in the world should trouble really exist . haizz . fuuuuu ~

i am really happy to be with him . i don't know why . but i really feel comfortable with him . i know it sound may so gross . haha . especially bestie . i know ure reading this. haha . mmh . i don't want to talk more bout that .

daddy .. at the time i watch him goes silent . i'll call him . i am just afraid . that's really freakin me out . i don't know . instead of crying.  what can i do. ? WHAT ? i am no DOCTOR . even a gOD . i don't even know how to cure myself . and yet want to cure fa' . PRAY is the only thing i can do now . im not trying to be attention seeker . i confess my feeling here . :)

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todays story . todays read .

haha . =p weww . i am soo anxious . i haven't done with tcher Irish's task . nervvv gilaaa . i try to do the best for her . i hope she'll thaught me on my weakness and mistakes .  btw . i HATE peops with big mouth ! it's not that peops physical looks . it's the way they RANT ! haiyaaaa . manyak mikin pnass oeew they . peeii . she's trying to speak expertly but . XDDD she can't ! she's trying to put us down ! but seems like she's the one drowning . hahhahhaaa . eeeuwww. i likeee . haha . that awkward moment when im speaking with my bestie and some bitch is listening .and musing us . FUUUUU . i just hate some weirdo staring at me . especially a guy . well. except my ... hahahhaa , . =p noo laaa . oi peeps ! do not stare at me ! i eat people ! XDDD

dumb . whip up my anger!

ou my holly GOD ! yesterday . i went to the Hospital again . of cus to visit my dad . and there's just some stupid nurse . talking . laughing . it's okay but , it's in LOUD version ! pakkiu ! after 5 mins trying to hold my anger . there u are. that's what u get from me when u whip up my anger !daddys sleeping and the nurse: hahahhaha LOL ! me : could u pls slow down ure voice !! and i want to talk more . but mom's like = =' dnt do that ! but i kinda satisfied that i've commented them some . but i think it's just ddn't enough ! we have 4 patients there and they're making fuckin loud noise . i just want to ask them . is this ure house mam ! u want to slow down ure volume or get the fuckin out of  here ! but the fact . i just talk in manner . it's not that i don't respect adults . but . they way too far . that's a HOSPITAL ! not their HOME ! well . hate me nurse ! i dnt care . ure not anyone . of cus not a doctor ! =p

hummh . after the incident of my ACHIEVING GOAL ! he ask my bestie bout me and Akif . but he's just say 'Flo's go back to her ex right ! well well well . i know . iknow . he's asking about me . but pretending it to be that way . cehhh . hurm. let him be that way .he wants it to be that way . his choice right ! not minee ! so noo need for me to even care about him . 

after that day .. , suddenly sysys visit my sch . actually . it's not called visit . it's a bad news for me . sysys said : fa having a hard time . n i was like : i want to go home . sysys rep : noo . u can't! u have to study . study well . don't think about that too much .

well . how can i cannot think of it . it's my fa ! my FA ! sysys walk away and i look the other way around . i really  feel like crying . i try to hold it inside . but i just can't . as i told u before. i'll cry on lowest strength of mine . yess. i cry ! bestie look at me and console me with positivity . im so afraid . i am really . i really appreciate my classmate for their worry towards me . and i like it when HE worry about me and ... eventhough he's just speechless . haha . XD .. that night . i went to the hospital . yeah . and once again . i flows my tears . tears that i keep inside . ii just can't watch my dad suffer anymore . watching him that way is a pain for me. i really hope that he can manage to be with us . really . and im so sure ! HE WILL ! he will sit and walk whereever he want . and went to my sys convo . dad ! fighting ! we're all praying for daddy's health . :)) I LOVE U DAD ! I REALLY DID ! :))

Auburn - Bestfriend (w/ lyrics&downloadlink)

Auburn - Superman ( im lovin this song . haha . this song is for the fuckin think boy that think they are hot !

science presentation

puhleeasse god . i can do it better. i just stuck somewhere i ddn't even practice . as u know . to speak very well on something . practice is vital . haiz. it's all bcus that man ! eee. paning jak kpala sa ! making a lot of noise . n that's a nut things . eee. got drunk and gone crazy . u better be not get drunk again. just feel like wanna slap on ure face ! but nvm . past are past . there's nothing that i can do to make it better. but . i'll do better for the next presentation , FOR SURE !


peaceOUT !  <3 Flove

GOAL !

hahahaha . i achieve my goal today ! wakakaka . 

from sch to toran to telipok again . and im waiting for a bus . oee. yess. i saw AKIF(ironman) wakakkaa . noo lar. my old friend . haha . the he's waiting for a friend . and i acompany him. and i have a BIG wish on my head. wakaka . i hope . HE' saw us together at bustop. haha . and suddenly . he pass by across the street . =p i loikkeeee it ! im hoping that he saw us . :DDDD i wanna do it agaaiinnn ! XD

im only HUMAN and i was born to make mistakes .

Three words Eight letters Three syllables Five vowels Three consonants Two nouns One emotion many meanings A big lie A rare truth I love you

I am not afraid of tomorrow, for I have seen yesterday and I love today. !

stared by a monsterrrr ! :D

muhGOD someone gazed me with a keen eyes . and that's tottaly freakin me out ! when i reply his musing eyes , and he's still staring at me . eee. cume on . tedda keja len kh? i know u hate me that lot . i know .but gazing me that way . doesn't helping at all. u hate me ! talk to me . i ddn't mean to hurt u nor ure bestie but. im more hurt than u think ure hurt !jeezz . i don't know what should i do . living in that situation make me uncomfortable. that's not even cool ! :/ 

well. i don't know ! i don't know ! what the hecks with him  . he don't even understand me. and don't even try to understand me . i am the way that i want . the way that i want to live to. seems he will never got to understand me. and i don't even care bout him anymore ! 3 words: LIFE GOES ON ! im turnin into new feeling . new person . and i hope he will be the reason unbreak my heart ! =p . isn't that too much ? hahahaha .

peaceOUT bebeh ! <3 Flove

girl : u are in a realationship with somekind of jerk .yet u are blaming the other girl that've been played around . accusing the girl's a third person .she's nothing related to his games .i've heard their conversation :she really am asking the boy bout the truth. yet the jerk said: we got no relationship at all. he sa...id more.she's just spreading rumors .well.don't be too blind to know the truth .

well. this is a true story friend of mine .  actually . the three person in this story are my friend .

ow yeah. i have some experience at sch that's got a lil funny ! haha .

whe're at SPBT room . then suddenly one creatures come and make story with netalie. and i was like ' what's she doing here . only messing this place moree ! =p . then olvy said to me : flo , what's MORROn ? i said : MORRON is a word represent an idiot . the way to express idiots and stupidas. and the stranger 'looking at us . and she smile ! puhlease GOD . i know she know nothing ! hahaha .

A LOT OF THING . YET SHORT TIME .

ting tong ! :))

haha . it's been soo tiring . i don't even know what i do till making me that tired. XD . today we have our rally likewise every tuesday ! luckily . madam got nothing to say . sang sch song and get the hell out from there . but !BAD luck come ! my sch bus just left me 5 min ago. and i was like = =' . i hate rally ! it makes me have to wait for another 2 hours to get home ! huew. while i am pensiving , suddenly some kind of face appeared in front of me . we're eye-ing contact . and he looks the other place and pretending that nothing's happen . cehhh. i don't even want to watch his face .

lesson = don't ever hurt me if u ddn't want me to hate u ! forever .

Monday . New Teachers .

wewwit! XD. we have a new male teacher who on guilty for teaching in ART subject . XD . he's kinda sport ! BUT . that's sport got a lil hot maker ! XD .what's wrong with him? is he having some kind of disease ! like seriously ! he don't even know my name . it's just a FLO' and he said. oh noo. that's too hard to remember . = =' that's sooo untrueee !

he only remember me as a Philipines actress drama tv called PANGAKO SAYO . haha. when i think of it . we have nothing similar at all. she more gorgeous . haha . he's gotta be kidding me . ! :)) but i loike it . i mean the drama okay ! not bcus of the compliment ! =p .

boobooo . i just hate a male complaining about my hair . i mean . it's COMPLAINING not COMPLIMENT ! cehhh . he got nothing better than moine . so STFU pluss GTFO bastard ! = ='

it's kinda stressing me out. haha . =p .
 i have nothing more to say . peaceOUt! <3 flove

I JUST SHARE THE SONG THAT I LIKE OKAY ! xd .

Faizal Tahir - Hanyut

a male student just comment bout my hair today .
he said : flo . thu rmbut tlmpau bgaya sda thu !
and i was like ==' . how can a male student say such thing like that to a girl ? . hell. it's my hair . my hair's up on my head . not yours .
imma girl . every girl have their own style . so do u . i'll just say that . RESPE...CT is a must boy . u respect me . i'll respect u more . don't even dare to judge me !

A.P.I - Pelita dengan Lirik ( i just like the song ) they were so unique eventhough . they're a malaysian singer . well. hell. i love malaysian !

i just created some kind of things ! haha

no fight? that doesn't called a relationship .
that's what we call life. even friend'd fought before . so that's not a great peculiar things ! :))

My status !

S to the I to the N to the G to the L and to the E . . SINGLE ! yeah . that's my status for now on. XDD . i feel proud of it ! like seriously . :D . but at the same time . i feel kinda hurt . but NVM . i DON't CARE !
xD . dad's getting better . that's a relief . being a human . we can't cure dad's sickness. but . we'll be there by his side. always . n we pray ! praying that GOD give us the strength . the strength to face this greatest conjectures . urgghh. i HATE crying in front of my family . that's make me looks so weak . but. i'll cry when im having the last time of my lowest strength . weww.  end of my story. bro wanna use this laptop . gtg . bye !


love : flove