sad december 2010

it's not that i want to seek for attention but . i really am have family problem. dad's sick . n i don't knw if i ever can be strong . mom is tention n sick of dad's sickness. God. i really don't have any idea to make things out .
well. as u can see. im not strong . im not strong to face this. i think im in the maxi strongest condition nw. n i can't accept it anymore. bcus i have no more . i just having tears with me. my body is full of tears. n anytime it could be flow . when i can't bear it anymore .