Rihanna ONLY GIRL Lyrics(on screen)

worst christmas ever !

this year is my worst christmas ever . dad's unhealthy same goes to us. well. we're fams right . of couse we felt it that way . along christmas .. there is no pretty happy  smile . laugh . there's a fake . worry anywhere. but we have to blow away that thingy . we're trying to be cool. :D eventhough we're not. tears flow anywhere . everyday .anytime. that's pretty scared . im 14 . but i know what's going wrong. im not any child more. but . i just feel like retreating to my childhood. because there's so much laugh n happy . ow. how i miss it . but we're all knw. who can do that huh? there'se NO ONE can do that ! im going to visit my dad again today . yesterday . we're having sooo much not fun stuff . we're waiting so long to get to know father's condition. and that isn't cool at all. but . WILL GOD TAKE DAD FROM US? im afraid for that will happen too soon. i need some time to spend my day with him . well. i am a bad daughter . always mad at him. always make him mad. i just need the time to be a good daughter to him again. eventhough im not good at all.

him?

Omayygawwd ! 

I'M SO OVER HIM !

Rihanna - What's My Name (Lyrics)

Rihanna Cry Lyrics

rihanna -CRY

I’m not the type to get my heart broken
I’m not the type to get upset and cry
Coz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don’t get deep to me
Never get the whole in love thing
If someone could say love me truly
But at the time it didn’t mean a thing

Prehook:
My mind is gone
I’m spinnin’ around
And deep inside
My tears I’ll drown
I’m losing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel

Chorus:
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
coz its hurting me to let it go
maybe coz we spent so much time
and I know that it’s no more
I should have never let u hold me baby
Maybe why I’m so sad to see us apart
I didn’t give it to u on purpose
Gotta figure out how u stole my heart

Prehook:
My mind is gone
I’m spinnin’ around
And deep inside
My tears I’ll drown
I’m losing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel

Chorus:
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

How did I get here with you?
I’ll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from love with you
I’m broken-hearted
I can’t let you know
And I Won’t Let It Show
You won’t see me cry
Chorus x3:
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry
All my life

LOve can't be force bebeh !

Haizz. bserabut pala sa nhe taw.  . i can't force myself kay ! i just can't.. fuck YOU ! 


I CAN'T ♥ UI WON'T  ♥U
I WOULDN'T  ♥ U
I just don't want to .

i just don't knw what do i need. what else i want . what that things i dn't want to . n i JUST DON"T CARE ABOUT it ANYMOREE .
MAYBE I JUST CAN WAIT FOR THE TIME TO FLOW . I WISH . TIME CAN FLOW ME WITH THEM. I JUST FEEL LIKE . DON'T WANNA LIVE ANYMOREEEE.

sad december 2010

it's not that i want to seek for attention but . i really am have family problem. dad's sick . n i don't knw if i ever can be strong . mom is tention n sick of dad's sickness. God. i really don't have any idea to make things out .
well. as u can see. im not strong . im not strong to face this. i think im in the maxi strongest condition nw. n i can't accept it anymore. bcus i have no more . i just having tears with me. my body is full of tears. n anytime it could be flow . when i can't bear it anymore .

ure not my past. neither my future . bcus ure no one . -flove

 

mind word okays ! 

i just want to shout my problem but yet .all i can do is shut up .

hmm. fighting ?

oe man . i just hate it when us? having a fight . shitass . urrgghh. i mean seriosly i hate it. how can over small thing take us down . immmmm sssooo ssssooorrryy. isn't this word enough to forgive sthg ssssoooooooo small. fuck yeah . sensitive.? huhhh. it's been sooo long i knew about it . i knw iknw . it's my fault . my fault okayyyy ! i shouldn't really promise about sthg i dnt even surreeeeee. n knw it's wrong . haizz . i just not in mood. 

gonna update later kays ! muah. much hateee flove . muahaha