Rihanna ONLY GIRL Lyrics(on screen)

worst christmas ever !

this year is my worst christmas ever . dad's unhealthy same goes to us. well. we're fams right . of couse we felt it that way . along christmas .. there is no pretty happy  smile . laugh . there's a fake . worry anywhere. but we have to blow away that thingy . we're trying to be cool. :D eventhough we're not. tears flow anywhere . everyday .anytime. that's pretty scared . im 14 . but i know what's going wrong. im not any child more. but . i just feel like retreating to my childhood. because there's so much laugh n happy . ow. how i miss it . but we're all knw. who can do that huh? there'se NO ONE can do that ! im going to visit my dad again today . yesterday . we're having sooo much not fun stuff . we're waiting so long to get to know father's condition. and that isn't cool at all. but . WILL GOD TAKE DAD FROM US? im afraid for that will happen too soon. i need some time to spend my day with him . well. i am a bad daughter . always mad at him. always make him mad. i just need the time to be a good daughter to him again. eventhough im not good at all.

him?

Omayygawwd ! 

I'M SO OVER HIM !

Rihanna - What's My Name (Lyrics)

Rihanna Cry Lyrics

rihanna -CRY

I’m not the type to get my heart broken
I’m not the type to get upset and cry
Coz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don’t get deep to me
Never get the whole in love thing
If someone could say love me truly
But at the time it didn’t mean a thing

Prehook:
My mind is gone
I’m spinnin’ around
And deep inside
My tears I’ll drown
I’m losing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel

Chorus:
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
coz its hurting me to let it go
maybe coz we spent so much time
and I know that it’s no more
I should have never let u hold me baby
Maybe why I’m so sad to see us apart
I didn’t give it to u on purpose
Gotta figure out how u stole my heart

Prehook:
My mind is gone
I’m spinnin’ around
And deep inside
My tears I’ll drown
I’m losing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel

Chorus:
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

How did I get here with you?
I’ll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from love with you
I’m broken-hearted
I can’t let you know
And I Won’t Let It Show
You won’t see me cry
Chorus x3:
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry
All my life

LOve can't be force bebeh !

Haizz. bserabut pala sa nhe taw.  . i can't force myself kay ! i just can't.. fuck YOU ! 


I CAN'T ♥ UI WON'T  ♥U
I WOULDN'T  ♥ U
I just don't want to .

i just don't knw what do i need. what else i want . what that things i dn't want to . n i JUST DON"T CARE ABOUT it ANYMOREE .
MAYBE I JUST CAN WAIT FOR THE TIME TO FLOW . I WISH . TIME CAN FLOW ME WITH THEM. I JUST FEEL LIKE . DON'T WANNA LIVE ANYMOREEEE.

sad december 2010

it's not that i want to seek for attention but . i really am have family problem. dad's sick . n i don't knw if i ever can be strong . mom is tention n sick of dad's sickness. God. i really don't have any idea to make things out .
well. as u can see. im not strong . im not strong to face this. i think im in the maxi strongest condition nw. n i can't accept it anymore. bcus i have no more . i just having tears with me. my body is full of tears. n anytime it could be flow . when i can't bear it anymore .

ure not my past. neither my future . bcus ure no one . -flove

 

mind word okays ! 

i just want to shout my problem but yet .all i can do is shut up .

hmm. fighting ?

oe man . i just hate it when us? having a fight . shitass . urrgghh. i mean seriosly i hate it. how can over small thing take us down . immmmm sssooo ssssooorrryy. isn't this word enough to forgive sthg ssssoooooooo small. fuck yeah . sensitive.? huhhh. it's been sooo long i knew about it . i knw iknw . it's my fault . my fault okayyyy ! i shouldn't really promise about sthg i dnt even surreeeeee. n knw it's wrong . haizz . i just not in mood. 

gonna update later kays ! muah. much hateee flove . muahaha

my day !

dear diary , u know what ! hahah. Today . Syahizam .fredoline . charlstern . ray and dnt forget me ! haha refresh and throw away our boredness by enjoy the time at KK . hehe . (well.my english is broken so. BCA JAK LAR JAN MANYAK2 KOMEN !) haha we have to wait 2 hours before our movies showing . so we're messing up there. hahah ....Ray.fred.charls three big little kurus mice. hahhaa. full of comedy . actually silly act . haha . it's the time !hehe . while we're watching . the three big little kurus mice>cicicucucaca there . sooooo annoying. hahhaha
they're talking something blurr* stupid. haha . me and syahizam stood there watching them > OMG . we dn't knw them. hahaha .like 20 min b4 the movie finished . the TBLKurus mice gone. they say> what movie is this ? skejap bgaduh skjap bbaik.. hahahha.
huhhh. then . we're free from the mices. hahaha. 

urggghhh. IN THE BUS !

what the fuck ! i hate the pilaksss ! they are sooooooooo smelly ! euwww. some smell like fish. hahah. some smell like yay. unpredictable. hahaha.
pilakks. o pls. pakai lar perfume bjenama skit. jan gna perfume cap ikan ! hahahha
BUT ... sometimes i kinda pity with the pilaks2 around. haizz.
they are human too. and have their own family. like us . BUT at the same time they're just fuckin annoying. 
bagus klaw ensem mw mngurat. eish. nhe! mka ada yg mcm dinosaur. euw. hahahha mcm2 adaaaa bhue. ahhahah. i TOTTALY ignore pilaks ok. klaw kmu putih mcm puntianak pn sa ndak mw. hahahhaha


i don't have any word to say anyAmoree. so daa !

clever? saying that u are STRONG?move ure ass from me !

haha. what a funny face u have shit ! shitness? stupidness.? dumbass.? u have all the criteria that i hate the most ! almost everything bout u is shit . but what can i say. u're just a piece of shit in this world. STRONG ? U STRONG? FUCK YOU MAN ! im not strong. u are the stongers dumber i ever met ! U? can easily mess up with others . but . WAKE up ! ure with ure dickheaded friends. and when others searching u ! HELL YEAh ! where the FUCK wre u ? ure brave when ure with somebody by ureside . when ure alone ? haha . i dont even saw ure face . pls dumbass. stop ure overacting and stop showing off. u have nothing to be sportlight ! i just wanna puke right on your fuckin ugly face . nahhh ! i just dnt have so much to give u , SO take this tWo *middle finger*

BABIAN !

eisshh. i HATE it when she always talking bout 'her' n her' n again her ! shit ! the more she talk bout her' the moree. i feel like drown far away . yerrrrgghhhh ! evrything bout her'. on FB . HER ! everywhre ? HER ! fuck it. i just dissssslike it ! i hate it ! friend.friend.friend. argghh ! so who am i to you ? ghost. urghhh.(drown) eyerrggh. what can i say. i feel like you turning me into dark side. LIKE Y U NO GUYS , FOREVER ALONE .. !

OMG

OH MAN !  i just heard another story. and she's accusing the Bf fault. man . i get really confused nw. hw am i going to do. WTF !

SLUT ! FUCK OFF !

weehhh. haha. hei man . i just hate some slut around me . ! man . i can't stand it . haha. ive met one of the dumber .. haha . she's like shaking talkin with US (me,alyn) haha . we're the one . talkin more than the MAIN CHARACTER. (oli) hahaha. well i just hate some kind of ALIEN like that. XDD
HURTIN MY FRIEND MEANS HURTING ME . SO FACE IT. TAKE IT . FACE THE MUSIC !
im kinda like shit talking sthng useless. okie then. im going to sound2 them. haha !

OMG.OMG.OMG . miracle.

haha. i thought it'll ended badly in the end of our story. im wrong ! haha . it becomes more beautiful . man ! im moreee happy nw. BEFORE, i cnt nver smiles on face as well the heart ! but nw. ! haha. :))))))))
all i have is my bestie . thencys bestie. for being there for me ! ILOVEYOU ! 


at school , i thought i'd be strong . n won't cry. and hell ! i do that ! lmfao !  stupidness. i hate it. embrassing ! 
n i wont tell u moree. im goin to tumblr-ing ! tata . tc ! muaahh .:))

me !

hei , listen .. i'm ego . u should knw that better, im not the type that giving in easily . i wont say anything before u start it . t wont say anything that make me look like a fool  because im NOT FOOL ! 

I LIKE TO WiN ! I HATE BEING LOOSER . LOOSER MEANS WEKNESS ! N IM NOT A LOOSER !

xoxo.
  bitches, stop ure overacting, u are annoying me . uu should knw , that you are SIGHT FOR SORE EYES .
so. get out of my sight ! u are talking to me bitch ! i knw when u are telling lies or something like COCK AND BULL STORY(ive using this word many times here . hahah .
and PLsS ! stop flirting u morron .

this is describing my day ,today.

knw everything?

i really cn't stand when someone talking like they know everything . izh. when i say this. then she say. huhh? what? then suddenly say oee yeah2. shity. pretending to knw. when i ask her again. she just stood up. blurrr* stupiakks. SO . when u dn't knw. say it. dnt just acting like u knw it . that was annoying. u knw ? and it would be better if u ddnt say anything . just listen. listening can make u understand bout it . ok?

oh men ! i had so much fun in english subject period today. haha .
we're having 'spontanniess' . i dnt know if it's write that way. hahaha .
aiyoO. i got no chance to speak . haha . nvm . i just ACT COOL out there . haha .
if noo. i'll be laughing . of something silly . like. COCK AND BULL STORY . haha
WTF. the dumbers do something stupid today .. i know . i know. it was so 'FUNNY' huhh? funny? oe yeah . GTFO ! if they got nothing better to say . they may kindly SHUT THE FUCK UP .
haha. whatever . talking about them's just wastin my time n yOUR time to read it. haha .
okey2. im going to read novel. so . tc tata ! I DONT LIVE TO FVKING PLEASE THEM !

bestie n i ! we're having lot of fun today .. we're playing model-ing ! haha

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imma silly girl today.

hell yeahh. today is the ungud means one of ma BAD DAY . everything seems kinda mess up. everything's really2 mess. 
i wanna cry .. but cry in heart ..
i wanna laugh .. i think. should i do that .?i wanna scream. hell. GTFO ! i'll be scold by my neighbour. haha . n they'll considered me as CRAZY ? CRAZY like HELL. i am. i admit it ..
maybe . i just should . KEEP IT IN MY HEART .

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

..

wehhh. yesterday, .i watch a squash game. actually  not the game , but the player.. haha .

the first player is Our team. Malaysian team.. call. Mohammad aslan Iskandar .. :) his mom is european . so he look like european. but who cares anyway.. STOPP ! BUT I CARE. haha ..

he's too hot to be deny. my gawwsh.what am i talkin about.haha.. i thought he was from england or somewhere. HE iS MALAYSIAN. ! :)) OpPs. i ferget., the other player's england team. he's quite gud looking. but cnt beat ASLAN. hehe:)))

play . play . play ..

finally Aslan lose .. :P nVm . his face still looks hot. haha ..

Aslan's quite a good player. but not as good like his face. haha . his face moorree good.. :)

Aslan if u read this.. sorry . it's true. hehe

Sometimes I look at girls who have everything in the world; they're drop dead gorgeous, they're skinny, boys are all over them, they have money, they have a shitload of friends, yet they continue to complain about everything. Can you please just shut the fuck up? You may have shit going on at home, but we all do. You've got everything else going for you. Embrace it, bitch.

i wanna be the girl he's scared to lose the one he can't walk away from knowing she's mad at him the one who can't fall asleep without her voice being the last one he hears the one he can't live without..

BFF .

SHE'S BEEN THERE ...

when i cry .  when i get heart broken . when i laugh .whenever there's been rough time . when i'm mad . when i'm happy . when i'm jealO . when i'm crazy . when i'm down . when i'm sad .when i'm pretty . when im ugly .bassicly .. she's been through everything with me .. and that's i call MY BESTIE..

bOredNess .! urrggH.

oeWr. god. pls help me. .. im gettin bored out here ! haha .. :DD

mornink !

heyy budds ! :) im just awake ! haha. imma lazy. i tell u ,.. i can sleep until evening errghhh. (ashame) haha..

what a boring day ! urrgghh. die .... 

JUST.FER.FUN !

A picture is worth a thousand words !

muAcHs :)

FucKinBoredTime !

FUN . ENJOYABLE . MOMMENTs

heii.heii.heii. hwahwa . :))

wehh. it's a fun party . :) eventhough, we just do it simple.. like (sing birthday song.n blow candles. tht's it)

my daddy even dnt knw . tday is his birthday. he's a lil bit suprise. ..

i really2 ♥ the cake . it was my favourite . ! CHEESE CAKE ! yummy.yummy.

luckily , it's just a small cake . ifff nOOO ,. i'll EAT half of the cake. haha

CHEESYy.TASTY . aww. i like !

Birtday !

I ♥ Birthday Party ! :))) . and the most fun thing is . the cake is waiting me to eat it. XDD
and tonight .. im going to eat ♥my daddy's♥ cake until i get really2 full. haha. IMMA EATER !.I LIKE TO EAT FOOD-FOODY.. specially the delicious one. haha. after the party . i'll post another post ,.. so wait fer mee ! haha

♥Flove ~tata !

♥Bla .Bla .Bla♥

♥i got my nail coloured with pinky colour. 

eventhough , before . i really2 hate pink colour .i swear it. haha . but nw things change. time flow everything. i kinda love it . haha . pinklicious ! silly-dilly Flove ,.tata!

GLOOMY . ANNOY . F SHIT . DAYY.

Yesterday bfore ,.. that was when i think i really2 need a blog to scream my heartacheness ! oehh myy. that was really anooying day . hey bloggy. i have a cock and bull story.haha.... i have a friends. she can be call dumber as well. she likes to acting knw about everything in this world. that's what i call stupidness in my life.
n i more thing. how could she sang a song that is verry2 unNICE to be heard. my gawwshh. u should listen that. n my BFF screamm. URRGGGHHH ! then she still singging like fool. hw could  she ddnt realize that. her sound can beat MJ munky's sound . eventhough MJ's munky is better. haha

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haha. im back after all. firstly. when im having a blog. i think i dnt need it. but in fact. i really2 need it. oee myy. thencys bloggy ..