we share feeling . when she's hurt . i am hurt .

hmmm. u should nver worry about him anymore. I HATE WHEN SOME PEOPLE TREAT U LIKE THAT . it's not that im being emosional but . looking u to be hurt is one of my weakness. i hope u understand . he said he wants it. but he nver show that he wants it so bad. so what's the point of keeping him at the back . I HOPE HE READ THIS !

i wrote this to my bestie. yeah . i did . he didn't have that seriousness to have that relationship . my bestie deserve the best for her . so do him . BUt . what's the point of keeping that relationship . if the boy ddn't even text or talk to her . i'll be in the grave if im in her shoe . watafukkks . =o . my saliva is no fuckin free . i don't give a crap of some jerks! :) 

bestie : if u read this . i wrote this bcus i fuckinn love u ! <3

there might be a billion of people in this world . but sometimes i can count my good friends with only one hand and still have fingers left .

own:flove

biatch freak !

i don't get it . why some kind of freak suddenly hating me . i ddn't went to sch last week for a reason and everyone know it ! my friends tell me ..that ... THEY pass by my class and say . 'where's the girl huhh? she absent again? erk. absolutely and there's no way they will talk in english . haha .it's an old story of mine. i LOVE to braid my hair .last year . i braid my hair and she yell me from my back . she said . whats with the hair on braid? u better untie it . what ?!!! she's 17 and i am 15 .ain't she realize that she's old enough to do that? she have a green eyes or something? hmm. next time . you should talk or yell in front of me. not my back . my back's not a voicemail . or nevermind u won't get it .

teary moments . sad . fake laughter and smile .

7 FEBRUARY 2011 .. rush and hush to get ready to school . and some unexpected moments came .. daddy's struggling to fight for his life . we wait for ambulance to get dad to the hospital .finally it comes. first time to be in an ambulance is pretty freakin me out . i can't think anything . i feel like blaking out .but i must strong .

finally they sent dad to HQE . sister flight is 4.20s but it'd been delay to 6.05 o'clock . it's kinda frustrating . all of us waiting for her appearance . and dad's suffering and struggling to keep alive ..around 8o'clock .. it is daddy rest time . end of his pain . he finally went to heaven accompany by GOD and angles . after a few minutes later. sister arrived with sobs . i give her a warm hug . ...there's many aunts and uncles with us . they are so supportive and care for us ., i really appreciate it .... SAA 6851 G . it's the car that carried my dad .. yeah . i still remember it . eventhough we cry hard for his leave . but we have to let him go . he need to rest . im glad that he rest in peace . it's not that i like that he's gone but .i am luckier compared with other that lost their dad at young . that's my mum said to me ,. and i really want to thanks my bestie for being there for me . although i never do the same but . she still comfort me with her very best . THANKS BESTIE !