Happy motha's day !

im kinda jelous with friends posting post . uploading images about hugging . kissing their mummy on Faccebook 
:(( if my mum got facebook.. i'll post hundred wishes on her wall . if my hometown got network connection i'll call her and say happy motha's day . if she is besides me right now. i swear ! i'll hug and kiss her even let my tears flow from my eyes with no shame.. but what can i do.. i just can stand by idly and wait for the day to pass by . some friend ask me . hey flove have u wished u mum yet? i say mum's not at home . he reply .. well call her . tell her happy motha's day ! and i just rep him . : hmm bh . i think there's no need for them to know my situation. im not even searching for attention . and i even nearly call bestie's mum as mum . when im typing to wish her a happy mommy's day . whatthefuuu. hahahahah hmmm :(((( .i never wished my mum even once in my life .. i felt terrible . very horrible .
hmm. imma out ! SAD ! t.t
and.. to all mommies in the world . HAPPY MOTHA'S DAY ! 

my fcukin template ! and SHIT EX !

hahhaa. i want to laugh yet im laughing ! haha.  =p

i've done doing my template . kinda satisfied withh it . errhh. hehe

i really LOIKE it ! haha .

puuhhleasseeee god ! get rid of this insane man from me . he text me like . OMYGuDNESS ! he really searching for HELL . isn't it . he ask me to be his girlfie when I have my own ...FUUUUUUU . i'll burried him ALIVE ! YESSSSSSSSSSS ! ALIVE MAN ! if he do this continuosly I'd go NUT ! TOTALLY CRAZY !!! he said he wants to suicide .. I said . do whatever u wish ! errrgggghhh. but he kept texting me ! why dn't he just suicide and go to the FUCKING HELL !! I can't understand with this kind no shame guy ! begging me like SHIT ! I think he wanna mess up with me . erhh. NO ! he is messing up with my brain !!! urgghh ! whatever . TONIGHT .. IM GOING TO SLEEP AND DREAM ABOUT KILLING HIM ! hahahaha . 

GTG ! BYEE!

i have so many things to say !

the first day making of CUPCAKEs.

~ haha . i've done a great job on my cuppies . =p it taste delicious . but i swear . it's only for people who have the sweet tooth . haha . i make it super2 sweet .
 pictures :

oew. i know . i know . it doesn't seem so yummy . haha

at least i rate it 1 star out of 5 star . hahaha .

i've told u . this is my first time doing this ok ! haha it's a VANNILA CUPCAKES . yeahh . doesn't seem like it's name. haha

the next day making of second CUPPIEs. 

i try making CHESSE CUPCAKES . yeah . and again it's beyond word . it's unexplainable babie . hahaa . omg. i just eat it a little. i dn't know what's wrong with it. but i'll say . I HATE MY CUPCAKES. hahaha .

well . here's the pictures : 

 i choose green as my icing colours. it's my favourite . :)))

it's still in the oven .it smells good but taste ...... haHa.

HMM . I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR THE BEST LAYOUT .
BUT . EF YEW SEE KAY . 
I ddn't find any . actually i've found plenty but . THIS . 
finally , i'll just use the simplest one as my layout . watafuks. i'll change it again . i swear i will. haha

huhh . gonna update u soon bloggy . gtg . byyeee ! :) 

ef yew see KAY !

we share feeling . when she's hurt . i am hurt .

hmmm. u should nver worry about him anymore. I HATE WHEN SOME PEOPLE TREAT U LIKE THAT . it's not that im being emosional but . looking u to be hurt is one of my weakness. i hope u understand . he said he wants it. but he nver show that he wants it so bad. so what's the point of keeping him at the back . I HOPE HE READ THIS !

i wrote this to my bestie. yeah . i did . he didn't have that seriousness to have that relationship . my bestie deserve the best for her . so do him . BUt . what's the point of keeping that relationship . if the boy ddn't even text or talk to her . i'll be in the grave if im in her shoe . watafukkks . =o . my saliva is no fuckin free . i don't give a crap of some jerks! :) 

bestie : if u read this . i wrote this bcus i fuckinn love u ! <3

there might be a billion of people in this world . but sometimes i can count my good friends with only one hand and still have fingers left .

own:flove

biatch freak !

i don't get it . why some kind of freak suddenly hating me . i ddn't went to sch last week for a reason and everyone know it ! my friends tell me ..that ... THEY pass by my class and say . 'where's the girl huhh? she absent again? erk. absolutely and there's no way they will talk in english . haha .it's an old story of mine. i LOVE to braid my hair .last year . i braid my hair and she yell me from my back . she said . whats with the hair on braid? u better untie it . what ?!!! she's 17 and i am 15 .ain't she realize that she's old enough to do that? she have a green eyes or something? hmm. next time . you should talk or yell in front of me. not my back . my back's not a voicemail . or nevermind u won't get it .